Tell yourself..it doesn't matter

Hey everyone, im Eva, im 17 and this is my adventure. I've always been a determined little shit you could say. someone might say an imposible pain in the ass. ohwell :) i DO NOT let fear get in my way. point blank. i do crazy stuff constanly to entertain myself because who likes to be bored yeah? well anyways i am a semi- weightloss thing. i guess. anyways gotta go !
May 12

question..

Is it just me, or is it common to get reallyyyyy weird dreams while fasting?

April 16

sad

When u hear ur stomach growling andbu smile..

April 9

thoughts in class

One day ill be small enough to dress like a Brit (:

April 5

old pics

So, it was my friend and i were looking through our old cell pics (bad idea for supposedto recovering students) might i add, but she stopped on a picture said,”damn this was at your lowest, you looked great!” Like what the actual fuck. Its cool more motivation.

March 31

im back (;

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I’ve been in and out of bullshit hospitals,I’ve gained a fuck ton of weight and I’m tired of crying about it. All the candy and shit from today helped me figure it out. Food is NOT what i want. THIN IS!

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im back (;

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I’ve been in and out of bullshit hospitals,I’ve gained a fuck ton of weight and I’m tired of crying about it. All the candy and shit from today helped me figure it out. Food is NOT what i want. THIN IS!

March 8

thanks target

So i cried in the dressing room at target. My mom wanted to buy me a bathing suit for my birthday since its the week before break. And i can’t. I just couldn’t do it. Ha im soon to go to the beach and i hate the site of my body. Great

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school

School has done screwed me over like, i got sent to the clinic by the school, now that I’m back,i have gained so much fucking weight. I didn’t pay attention at first but of course pep people point that shit out. Now I’m sad. Fuck this school

November 30

ermahgerd

When you see a girl that has baggy sweat pants on and she STILL has a thigh gap….chill bumps

November 26

MOTIVATE ME (:

help please !
lol do a symbol for the exercises i should do tonight idc how long it takes till im done :)

> 50(sets of 3) jump n’ jacks
* 20 push ups
# 40 squats
@ 20 leg lifts (both legs)
$ 50 dollies

thanks guys :) btw if you have no idea wtf a dollie is msg me.